It’s been awhile

I’m really interested in staying active on my site. A great momentum is building in me creatively. I have been doing visual art but right now my focus is on my music.

Over the hardest year of my life I have been finding photos of lonesome streets just so wonderful. I am addicted to creating and switching up my outlets and outlooks.

Music has taken the forefront to other artistic outlets and I will have this record completed in a very short time since I have in fact been working in parts for the better part of almost 2 years. I’m excited for people to hear because I am proud of this.

Like I said, photography has helped me capture feelings that I have been wrestling with. 2017-2018 have been a series of total failures and personal successes. The events have all been  documented and will surface when the time is right. 

 Lots of traveling, lots of surrendering, and lots of Washington and Los Angeles. A lot of identity checks of the people in and around my life. I had to truly ask for help as a way to survive. Survive I have. And always will. 

There are some people in my life, my Mom and Dad, as well as some people that I had no idea how generous they have been emotionally. 

I love more of you than you know.


 I also published my first book. Selected drawings, graf, photos, and paintings.

Bodies in Motion

Trying to really stay disciplined. Working towards a large body of work.

Hard to Pull off

I wasn't aloud art supplies for 15 out of 30 days. This was the only real piece I got done.

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The Death of a Soulful Musician

I get that people have all kinds of reasons for celebrity death mourning, mostly nostalgia? The reminder that that dark entity is approaching us all? Im not really sure, but for me it has to do 100% with musicians. I was in a really bad place in late April, This record kept me sane. Chris Cornell Unplugged in Sweden spoke to every part of me that Cornells many bands Soundgarden, Audioslave,did on occasion. Somehow the stripped down acoustic stuff along with his truly perfect voice has now allowed me to explore a lifetime of music. Before I left the vacation spot, the cold news came out. A hanging, possibly drug related? God man, I wish someone told me, well my Dad did tell me "it never ends well". 

Chris Cornell, I do not idolize people but you making all this amazing music commands more respect then some shit idol.... 

"Come Pull The sheets over my eyes, So I can Sleep tonight, Despite what I've seen today, I found you guilty of the Crime of sleeping at a time when you should have been wide awake"


It sounds weird but for 30 days I was on vacation. The weird thing is that I didn't want to be on vacation but I guess I'm more relaxed. Life went on and A sea change occurred. This is what happens when you sit idling.


Music by Character 3/John Michael Gill  


Skating was my life. It shaped me in ways that are impossible to explain. The beauty of where I live now is there are skateparks everywhere. Its my sons turn now.  

Took this because I love the angles of transitions. 

  John Michael Gill 2017.

 John Michael Gill 2017.


 "Self Portrait of me as a building"

John Michael Gill 2017

John Michael Gill 2017


I am trying so hard to balance family life with creating art and music. It is so difficult and literally impossible when my son was born. I think I went a few years without fully investing time and energy into making things. I would scribble something here and there, but the idea of actually committing to a painting was actually a source of anxiety. Thank God my Wife is so loving and my support group is solid. I am back to feeling good about my work and where it has evolved to as well as not becoming jaded by the phony art world popularity shit show. The right people have always found my work and kept me going in terms of a "job". I wish I could find the right gallery. I am collecting my work instead of doing the old half ass assembly line I did for so many years. 

 The one mistake I am still making is working super late everynight which leaves me exhausted. My son is up everyday right around 7 a.m. and normally I work until 4-4:30 sometimes just missing it all together. Not healthy...... In other words I am still working out the balance, but it is getting better.

John... 3-27-17

"Spirits" John Michael Gill 2017

"Spirits" John Michael Gill 2017

"Left Out" John Michael Gill 2017

"Left Out" John Michael Gill 2017