Vain

This thing happens when you or someone you know who is depressed, shows the true nature of depression. Simple narcicistic tantrums. Total self absorbtion. It really is childish and a complete waste of time. 

But it is still very real, the "depression" people experience is profoundly life altering. The dark clouds that steal your vision, rob your motivation, fuck everything up.... are very real.

Dark Clouds.

I would much rather have a life without these clouds, these tells. I would rather never show my narcicistic hand at the poker table. 

Then, at least for me, they lift. Gone. The darkness turns to light and I'm able to focus positve energy inward and outward. 

Im sorry to everyone I affect with this.