Gimme some truth

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I'm sick and tired of hearing things from
Uptight short sided narrow minded hypocritics
All I want is the truth, just give me some truth
I've had enough of reading things
By neurotic psychotic pigheaded politicians
All I want is the truth, just give me some truth

No short-haired, yellow-bellied
Son of tricky dicky's
Gonna mother hubbard soft soap me
With just a pocket full of hopes
Money for dope, money for rope

No short-haired, yellow-bellied,
Son of tricky dicky's
Gonna mother hubbard soft soap me
With just a pocket full of hopes
Money for dope, money for rope

I'm sick to death of seeing things from
Tight-lipped condescending mama's little chauvinists
All I want is the truth, just give me some truth
I've had enough of watching scenes from
Schizophrenic egocentric paranoiac primadonnas
All I want is the truth just give me some truth

No short-haired, yellow-bellied,
Son of tricky dicky's
Gonna mother hubbard soft soap me
With just a pocket full of hopes
It's money for dope, money for rope

I'm sick to death of hearing things from
Uptight short sided narrow minded hypocritics
All I want is the truth, just give me some truth
I've had enough of reading things
By neurotic psychotic pigheaded politicians
All I want is the truth, just give me some truth
All I want is the truth, just give me some truth
All I want is the truth, just give me some truth

John Lennon

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I find myself still even holding back a lot of things that I would like to say like to communicate or express. I think the role of somebody that does art and puts it out, is to explore these things, even simply to do artistic things in your room, just explore these things about yourself, learn about yourself become an expert.

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You know, everyone else in my life has been an expert on me. I can't stand that shit. I can't tell you the number of paintings. The number of things that I've said that I've had to explain and take back that were misinterpreted in the first place in a way that I didn't even mean them. I don't know, I'm just. I've come to a point. You know when I was younger I believed that I was already at this point, but I truly care less.

There is no line the cross that's your line. That's their line. That's the line, they put forward. I mean I'm not fucking psycho. I'm not gonna say some shit to just say some shit.i i think it's the mister Softee in me. The original mister Softee can really fuck Shut up man and it's really held me back from a lot of things and exploration.

Alot of journeys into my own mind that would have I might have found out. Harsh realities, good things, all the above. It's important to look, to learn to be self aware, it's important to not be oblivious to who you are, I have been coming across that a lot lately, people just oblivious to who they are, how they affect people and not really even thinking about it. And I'm not talking about through expression, I'm just talking about through being a rude fucking human being, a horrible, horrible person. I don't know. I hope you join me in expressing yourself to the fullest, even if it's to say, “John, Fuck you, I hate you.” I would be more happy with that kind of honesty than the fucking B.S, I've been fed for the last 30 years.

Anyway, hope you all are doing well. I love you all, We're all ONE, blah, blah, BLAH!

Lonely city

Made a quick mpc chopped Miles track.

I have learned more from youtube than school

I needed a few key pieces of gear for my home studio and YouTube offered me a whole lot of new things to confuse the issue. There are no go to people because the spectrum is too big however two people caught my eye for reasons unrelated to my own pursuit.

If you are wanting to get into creating music and really don’t want to waste time and money do some research. A very to the point and great starting point is my man Sanjay C. I began to speak to him about various things and really enjoy him as a human. In this episode he touches on the new offering from Native Instruments, a personal favorite all around company of mine and he adds a little of my artwork to the video. Thanks man!

My other favorite YouTuber who is interesting on a few levels is “Sarah the Illstrumentalist”. I am really happy to see a young person chasing their passion.

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I have spent my life doing this as well however I am not even aware of being this perky and positive. So I enjoy her because she is brave and geeks out over her love of the process. Plus she is one of the few people who give credit to their influences. Isn’t that crazy, most people pretend they just started going a direction without a compass.

Anyhow, any of my music friends in LA know her? Give her some props.

As far as cats doing it on a super informational way, dig and you will find.

I do however dig Accurate Beats and Henny tha Bizness. Accurate is just a fresh dude who I am pulling for big time, and Henny is completely on my brain wave, most noticeably his love of BeatMaker 3 and his involvement with the dopest mainstream artist of the day.

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Who Built The Pyramids

Seattle is growing, rapidly.

Pursuing some form of a living from creativity is something I take pride in, my work ethic. I went through a period of time where I became too distracted by the politics of showing in galleries and deadlines and fake relationships so my drive was diminished. Before that period I was always pushing. Then I became a Father, I had absolutely no problem putting my aspirations to the side and I don’t regret one day of that part of it. I have also dealt with certain bad habits which also didn’t help.

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Reflecting Buildings. Downtown Seattle. John Michael Gill

Reflecting Buildings. Downtown Seattle. John Michael Gill

Roughly two years ago I made the proper steps to begin the lifelong process of deleting certain behaviors that were just too much to deal with from my life. I had an awakening as far as my perspective on almost all things, a true shift in vision. Since that time I have enjoyed my days a little more, lowered my bouts of depression greatly which coupled hand in hand with crippling panic attacks is no small leap. I never thought I would feel as normal as I do by fully realizing how skewed and fucked up I was and am. I embrace this and therefore take away a great deal of it’s power.

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This became long winded…

What I was going to say is when you are always pursuing a life of expression, the “real world” is not always your best friend. For consistent income I do whatever it takes to balance obligations and freedom which brings me to my point……..

Right now I do deliveries all over Seattle. My family moved here roughly 6 years ago and I spent most of that time learning to be a Father. I learned about the sad side of Marriage and I became a statistic. My Wife is no longer walking a path I can be on and while I’m terribly sad I also am excited to get back to . As of today, recently I should say I am so thrilled to feel the force of drive flowing through me. With that creative drive comes a lot of reflection on all things in my existence and one thing I would like to say is I really love my life in a different State. Washington has helped me in ways I never could conceive of in the past. I am literally in love with the city and my iPhone is filled with photographic proof.

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I have to commend the city planners and designers of the NEW SEATTLE. The Architecture is spectacular and the city is finding a depth to it that didn’t exist just a few months/years ago. If all of America was growing like Seattle, both financially and visually, America would be doing just fine. The gentrification issue is one I have been documenting. It is horrible what I see everyday as people get tossed to the side. Wait until I blog those images.

Basically, I’m so grateful to live and have my studio in a city I never put on my list of places I must live. Who knew? Take a moment to think of where you are. Is it where you want to be? I hope so.

John

On a sidenote, I’m starting a new site jmgtv.live that will be about my process in art. From painting to making music. I will be incorporating my youtube channel and other social media to create a better picture of why I do dumb little drawings and make horrible music. As well as becoming another way to get some things out using new media. I have had people express feelings to me that I, in some way? inspired them, which is probably the kindest compliment you can give or be given. I will also be reviewing the stuff I love and how these things make life so much more productive, equipment I use, techniques, etc. I have been doing this a long time and am still a total novice. Hopefully this small window will connect us all a little better and I can hopefully hear from you. So check out:

My Youtube channel - If you feel so inclined subscribe. I will have stuff to give away free.(bribery) Uploads are being made literally now and I have 8 subscribers, sad.

My Instagram - 5,535 followers. much better

JMGTV.LIVE

and this site will always be here, just for you.

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THE Beastie Boys Book, Feminism, and A Must Read. All in All A Good Trip to The Bookstore

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So lately on YouTube I have been seeing these segments of Mike D and Adrock of The Beastie Boys doing this stage show talking about the history of the band. At first I thought it was all about the passing of the great Adam Yauch A.K.A. MCA. Turns out it goes deeper. This is the history of one of my favorite bands, told by the band. The book is just what you would expect, not ordinary but extraordinary. Highly stylized and funny the book is much like the band. On the surface everything is a joke, dig deeper and there is the real soul of a defining group in early hip hop. The Beastie Boys share a special place in my musical lexicon because while they were growing, so was I. The Beastie Boys Book is a must for any fan or just anyone who digs culture. The group had so much range and was always part of, yet individual from whatever was going on.

R.I.P MCA

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    • The Art of Feminism Includes some of my favorite artists. Jenny Holzer and The Guerilla Girls. Both didnt truly get their due in the Street Art movements history. It's absolutely bonkers that a lot of the books topics are still going on or were not long ago at all.
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My favorite current street, graffiti, whatever. One of my favorite artists SWOON.

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Beyonce quote. Agreed.

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The next book I really really really recommend is Patti Smiths FANTASTIC book “Just Kids” about her early life with fellow Artist Robert Mapplethorpe. This book is filled with the feelings that I have such a hard time conveying about the magic of youth, love, and the need to create. Patti Smith is tender and rough and, well fuckin Patti Smith, I need not say anything other than read this.

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So there we go, now you have some books to brag about and show off your well read worldly nature.

Pick them up at Barnes and Nobles, your local Mom and Pop, Amazon, You know the deal…

StudIo, at last

I finally have a studio again. When my son was born I put a lot on hold, as we all do with a child. I have been painting in odd places in odd positions so I realize a “space” to create is essential. Somewhere I can go and turn everything off and connect to what I’m working on. Ideas just stay locked in a better place in my mind where they will not be lost.

I’m also lucky to be close to the city with a crazy view of the water and skyline.

feel free to contact me @ johnmichaelgillart@gmail.com if you would like to view anything I am currently working on.

john.

It’s been awhile

I’m really interested in staying active on my site. A great momentum is building in me creatively. I have been doing visual art but right now my focus is on my music.

Over the hardest year of my life I have been finding photos of lonesome streets just so wonderful. I am addicted to creating and switching up my outlets and outlooks.

Music has taken the forefront to other artistic outlets and I will have this record completed in a very short time since I have in fact been working in parts for the better part of almost 2 years. I’m excited for people to hear because I am proud of this.

Like I said, photography has helped me capture feelings that I have been wrestling with. 2017-2018 have been a series of total failures and personal successes. The events have all been  documented and will surface when the time is right. 

 Lots of traveling, lots of surrendering, and lots of Washington and Los Angeles. A lot of identity checks of the people in and around my life. I had to truly ask for help as a way to survive. Survive I have. And always will. 

There are some people in my life, my Mom and Dad, as well as some people that I had no idea how generous they have been emotionally. 

I love more of you than you know.

John. 

 I also published my first book. Selected drawings, graf, photos, and paintings.

Hard to Pull off

I wasn't aloud art supplies for 15 out of 30 days. This was the only real piece I got done.

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The Death of a Soulful Musician

I get that people have all kinds of reasons for celebrity death mourning, mostly nostalgia? The reminder that that dark entity is approaching us all? Im not really sure, but for me it has to do 100% with musicians. I was in a really bad place in late April, This record kept me sane. Chris Cornell Unplugged in Sweden spoke to every part of me that Cornells many bands Soundgarden, Audioslave,did on occasion. Somehow the stripped down acoustic stuff along with his truly perfect voice has now allowed me to explore a lifetime of music. Before I left the vacation spot, the cold news came out. A hanging, possibly drug related? God man, I wish someone told me, well my Dad did tell me "it never ends well". 

Chris Cornell, I do not idolize people but you making all this amazing music commands more respect then some shit idol.... 

"Come Pull The sheets over my eyes, So I can Sleep tonight, Despite what I've seen today, I found you guilty of the Crime of sleeping at a time when you should have been wide awake"

Free Art

I came across this photo and thought I would share.

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Vacation

It sounds weird but for 30 days I was on vacation. The weird thing is that I didn't want to be on vacation but I guess I'm more relaxed. Life went on and A sea change occurred. This is what happens when you sit idling.

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Music by Character 3/John Michael Gill